Dear My Addiction

18 Jun

You.

My addiction, my desire, my secret. The way your mouth curls at one end when I say something witty just about makes my heart burst. Am I cursed, to be feeling this way seemingly forever? Two years is a long time, sweetheart, when you’re not even sixteen. But those hours spent talking with you and laughing with you and thinking about you were never wasted, not for a minute.

I hate it that you have me. You have me, completely, ecstatically, exhaustively. I don’t know if this is what they sing and talk and whisper about, but I want to sing and talk and whisper about it with you. To you.

That spark never goes away.

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One Response to “Dear My Addiction”

  1. Amanda June 19, 2009 at 10:50 pm #

    thank you for writting this. I know how you feel. I tried giving up my addiction. He’s not good for me. I gave him up for 3 months because he was busy with school and I didn’t take the time to talk to him. I had finally thought I was over him. With one text message I was back on the hook. I wish you the best of luck!

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