Dear Mom

25 Apr

Dear Mom,
You and dad came to see me at university today. I dreaded you coming up. That’s not how it’s suppose to be. I was afraid you would notice the freshman weight I gained and that you would judge me like you always do. I don’t want to move back home for summer. I met a new family, they actually treat me how a mother is suppose to treat a daughter. I feel more love from them than I do you.
I am fine with the weight I gained. I am ok with not having a boyfriend. I am fine with my social life. I actually like my major.
Do you know what I don’t like? The cold, heartless “love” I get from you. For once, this summer I want to hang out with you without feeling like I’m being judged. I want to feel like you actually love me, without having to hear the words.

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