Dear God (or Allah or whatever may be up there)

12 Sep

Dear God (or Allah or whatever may be up there),
What the FUCK am I doing?  I went to a church service tonight, and I felt so awkward.  I’ve never really cared much to believe, but I saw all these kids — kids my age — who are so assured in their beliefs, and I wondered what they could know that I don’t.
These kids were so faithful, so honestly into God…and I don’t understand why.  Has a sign been sent to them?  Or are they blindly faithful?  I just don’t get it.
I guess, God, if I really am your child, if none of my sins (and believe me, there are many) are too much for you, if you would not turn me away at Heaven’s door, I want to know that.  I want to have faith in You if You want me to.
Lost and confused,
a college student

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One Response to “Dear God (or Allah or whatever may be up there)”

  1. Alyssa Duggan September 27, 2011 at 10:11 pm #

    if you want your questions answered, I can help. If not and you still do desire to truly know God then keep searching He will reveal Hiimself to you. You’re not alone either, many people on this earth don’t know what they are doing. alyssa.duggan11@gmail.com

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