Dear Mom

13 Aug

Dear Mom,
Why do you hate me? Why do you say you care but constantly push me away? Why do you always try to take away the things in my life that make me the happiest? Why am I such a ” hoe, whore, bitch ” in your eyes? I know we all say things when were mad, but there’s only so much I can take. You are so mean, so cold, so angry. I tried to mend what we had, but you refused. I don’t want any of it anymore. I just need my answers so I can go about my life. I can’t take the pain of not knowing. I’m sorry I was born. I’m sorry I am here, living & breathing. You are the reason why I feen to feel the cold blade against my skin, but I refuse. I refuse to let you bring me down again. Ha, who am I kidding? Because of you I wish I died that night I tried to kill myself.
Fuck you, you’re slut of a daughter. HA.


One Response to “Dear Mom”

  1. Roberta February 24, 2014 at 11:24 am #

    For all of you that feel you have nobody to turn to because it seems like whoever you’ve turned to has let you down. You need to turn one more time and people like myself will be here. Always remember you are a good person, yes words hurt but because you haven’t bullied back that already make you a better person. I know what you go through because I have a daughter and a niece that have gone through it. You can’t do it alone, find a support system that works for you. Do not ever be embarrassed to tell someone you trust exactly what your doing to yourself. They won’t look at you any differently and they won’t think any less of you. Remember you have everyone here to talk to.

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